Resurrection (illuminated manuscript, c.1492-1503, British Library) |
And I am indeed persuaded – and thus I start from this assumption – that joy is a category of being, a state of existence; and not something that we do, a category of actions, nor something to be achieved, conquered, made... Rather, it seems to me (at this point, at least – at the beginning) that joy is something like a fine-tuning of our existence to the very truth of our being. But let’s not jump ahead - let’s just look at different examples (or manifestations) of joy (as an existential experience), with the goal of better understanding the specific elements and attributes of this category, hopefully obtaining, at the end, a clearer contour and delineation of what this state of being might be and might entail.
Before I begin, however, let me repeat again the disclaimer - that this is only an act of investigation, and that I don’t know
exactly what will result from it. Yes, it does start from some intuitions,
which are rooted (of course) in certain experiences; but this whole attempt is and
will remain, modestly, just an attempt – both in its means and possibilities,
and in its aims.
1. Joy as Creation
Joy as, or in, the act of creation; and I will use here an
example – seemingly almost spontaneous – of artistic creation (or expression;
which is basically the same thing). Artistic creation seems to come from an
inner need, from an existential need - of expression. Another attribute that
seems to pertain intrinsically to artistic creation is freedom – not understood
as unruliness (or lack of rules; oh, no!), but freedom as the possibility for
the expression of being. (There is a scene in the movie, The Lives of
Others, in which a secret police specialist describes how destroying the
capacity of the artist to create, is the best and surest method – and thus the
cruelest, isn’t it? – of destroying their very being. It's like stopping a bird from singing.)
“Expression of being” means expressive of a genuine
need – and thus, inherently self-effacing and modest, and not aimed at self-laudatory exhibitionism. At the same time, the artistic expression is inherently
directed at others, is dialogic - even if only potentially, or
virtually: like when a composer composes (for a future audience, which might
never exist), or when a musician rehearses (and the listeners are present, simultaneously,
in his head).
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